27 March 2010
#436
sometimes i wish you'd just leave me alone and stop annoying me to the max.
you seriously annoy the crap out of me. stop all that nonsense please, i didn't come for you to release all your angst. want to release all your angst? release them somewhere else. like for example, climbing to the top of bukit timah hill and screaming 'i hate life' because that's what i wish i was doing now.i don't want _____ to die in my hands. it's a very bad feeling. ___ says that ______ dropped, but she also says that i can do it. I don't know what to believe. as much as i would love to successfully _____, i know that it's gonna be a long way there because the ______.
(don't worry if you can't fill in the blanks, you probably half-know what i'm talking about.)
deep down i know there could be something i can do. and i'm already trying to do something to ______, but currently _____ is very worrying.
i basically hope that when the 5 of us leave, we would have made a prominent/permanent mark.why does ____ have to leave.
okay enough blanks for now. sarah chang's concert was rather impressive, i liked the concerto. but i personally love her interpretation of the carmen fantasy when she was younger ((: