RGCOHUUZ, I LOVE YOU!! ♥
#368; SYF09: RGCO WE OWN <33>
thank you everyone for all the jiayous and all, love you guys.
i'm really really really proud of rgco, of xianyue, of everybody for today, i think our efforts did pay off (': wls (<333!) was really pleased with us, and we were all really high and pleased after that...
i love you rgco, and xianyue! <3>
probably we might not have deserved that award, but i think, it's still the process that matters most (': it will take a while to sink in and blow over, but i think we all enjoyed one another's company and help and care and concern and love (:
i love you wls! <3>
will post up xianyue photos when i actually get them hahaha,
yay filled with rgco love (: <33>
let me see.
in many ways i have failed as an asl.
but no, that won't happen TOMORROW.
<3RGCO, TOGETHER WE CAN DO IT!
I LOVE YOU RGCO, AND XIANYUE.
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#364
How should I begin.
My mind is whirring like the ceiling fan.
The past few days haven’t been too good.
I, haven’t been feeling too good either.
I’m very drained.
What am I saying, the enzyme test kit has arrived, I’m supposed to be excited.
I’m quite excited, by the way.
I’m not an unfeeling, empty hollow shell.
Yes, that was to you who never understood I had feelings too.
It’s getting into my head very very hard,
Especially since most mornings I change the cardboard numbers
We’re down to 13.
Scary, ain’t it?
Scarier, to someone who yearns 100% dedication
But fails in some way
Always due to external factors.
As if I can control them.
I wish I could.
But I never can,
They won’t let me anyway.
I know I must press on.
So I will, for the sake of people who care
Especially you and you who always “bounce” to my rescue on fb (heh)
Yeah thanks.
I know a rare few are with me in spirit.
Thanks.
Emo is bad.
I must stop.
Who’s gonna help me stop?
Me.
We’re back to square one.
13; T-H-I-R-T-E-E-N days.
PRESSING ON.