06 May 2009
#370
oh look, it's may already!
ahh happy belated to ariel and yingbao (:
sigh time passes too fast, it goes by in a whirl and all of a sudden you're in a huge mess, trying to untangle yourself from everything,
yet you can't.
there are times you want to sit down and cry...i feel insecure ):
why is that so... ):
but i hope you'll hold your head up high
really thankful for those who've genuinely been supporting me though!
we've come so far i know,
faced the many miles to go
i'll attempt being strong i
think know i will get out alive. yeah? yeah.
together, we will fly...
and though the days are getting longer
and the pressure's getting harder
heart to heart we're growing stronger
and reaching through the fire to care...
cos we're waiting on your signal
the flare will bring us to you
and though the water's rising
we'll bring you through
so keep the faith in our love and trust
remember the ties that bind all of us
true ties that bind, me and you
true ties that bind, all of us
gotta stop feeling messy and out of place
it's hard to describe, i don't know how to describe it
it's fairly weird, and being neglected is not the way to put it
it's time to wake up and concentrate on things
i must buck up and do what i'm supposed to do
and stop being such a ___ of an idiot
and stop annoying people around me
and stop being emo basically
because it's not good for anyone
i will try okay
i am trying
i will continue trying
i...i...i don't know...?
oh, and well done rjco regardless of whatever you got (someone tell me pleaseeeee) ♥