past the point of no return.
she struggled through the day, with a certain pain gnawing at her heart, seemingly stronger every second. she thought she shouldnt have, she went through it all again, the tough painful process when heartache gets the better of her. she found herself groping around, lost, looking for a certain purpose to continue through the day, and not break down anytime soon. she floundered and fell into pits of sorrow countless times, and each time picking herself up, more wounded than ever. she tried ever so hard not to let others sense anything, but yet there were still the handful who saw the difference. she tried slapping herself to wake herself up to reality, to remind herself to keep that faith. it worked, for just that one minute. and she sank even further still. she walked home with her head down, simply staring at her shoes advancing forward, and nothing else. and then suddenly it occurred to her: why am i looking downwards?
不应该再后悔了，如今已到这个地步，还能说后悔吗?
其实事实并不是想象中那样的差
也只是那么一点一点的不舍一直涌上心头
my dear PSLs-to-be, claripok, yanpingg, atiqah, becky, rambutan, celine, tingwei and many others, CONGRATS AND ALL THE VERY BEST (: sincerely from the bottom of my heart, i feel you guys will be great people to ride waves with ((: im so proud of you all!
claripok heh, we'll be living our dreams vicariously through each other. do your very very utmost best okay, dont let me down (: nah i know you will definitely strive for your best lah, no worrying needed!
tag replies:
yunan heheh actually im still a bit angry leh xP
melissa hellohellohello! :D haha add me on msn lehh.
dongheng haha i heard you're asl too! (: oh okay then, IT (x
dengqing haha what do you think she told me? o_O yeah okay, thanks! you jiayou too! (:
chloe hee yay^^
lingyan thankyou dear senior! ((: ONE LAST DAY FOR YOU!! then you can come crash prac (x
kevin yupyup so cool right!!
mickey heyhey eltee! i mean, HIHIPUFFY!
alicia haha hello you! (: nice talking to you after so long never meet!
amelia HAHA you read too deep into it mahh xD
dengqing hahaha okayy! and i'll do the front part for you too (:
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