sheeesh i slept at 1plus am last night (morning, heh) and woke up at 7 this morning with loads of thingamajiggys pounding in my terribly small head ): and im struggling to understand what on earth is going on in my head?! haha okay this sounds horribly dumb, but yah!

realisation's hit me that i've been through loads of things and i'm gonna go through more of this "loads of things" and its not gonna be as easy as before, and i'm wondering if i actually have that strength/capability to pull through all that ._. many things are happening, lots of stress and pressure and urgh its just. like what yvonne said, to fly, you've got to grow wings. and ohman, there're soooo many gazillion tons of things to do and they're just not done and i'm not having that urge to go do my mep pt. WHY T_T

but there're loads of things that keep me going! things/people who fuel my engine (: things/people whom i love (: things/people that without which i might jolly well be whining even more. i really thank God for them, though im not a Christian, but to all of you who have made my day and cheered me up however you did it (mind you, its not that easy so if you did it, -patpat- <3), may God bless you (:

oh poor readers i sympathise with you a lot. i will stop whining (:

lalalala CO's in 2 days (: thats kinda far awaybut yayyy finally get to see the people i adore so much x) CO camp wheee haha kudos to june camp comm! you guys are a lovely fun bunch xD and chewlin and amelia are awesome i/cs (: night comm! we shall go haunt the ppl sleeping over one by one :D haha no lah not that evil. but watch out :Dlooking forward to june camp a lot though not many ppl are sleeping over according to jasselyn...i still remember last year's june camp and how izabel and i played the same lian xi qu for hours until we could memo alrd and how ahma would listen to us screech and go eeeyor eeeyor (: i still remember the candles and wax and everything and how we had a hard time scratching the wax off (: i remember candle light prac and how sec ones were sitting there listening to the seniors playing chaxiang, molihua and all and how it gave me this...magical feeling (: i remember how at night nanny viv and i slept together and chatted while all of us were in the hall watching hundred pounds beauty (:

this year's june camp should be great fun though the feeling might be different from last year's x) but like what ahma said, as you progress through the years, it gets more and more beautiful (:

and omg, puns on CO song titles are the power man!

evidence of how ahma's brain and my brain have gone wrong:

ahma: type changi become changdi xD
then type ummm... tian shang become tianshan
chun wang chi han become qin wang chi han xD
tomorrow become tomolou xD
hahaha but i still think changdi prison damn cool xD

me: hahaha hahahah
scarly you too engrossed
hong ying xuan become hong LOU MENG :D
then ju hua cha become ju hua tai xP
like:我请婆婆喝菊花台 xD xD xD
haha gosh damn cool damn cool xP

yeah man.

tag replies:
kim haha okay i'll get it from her (:
dongheng haha true! but 36 hours is like wth
tiffy haha okayy! when you land tell me! when i sea (see) you then we go out xD
dongheng thks xD
mikimouse lol eltee! i dint bother counting hahaha fine xD
kim you high girl! xD yayyy.
tien jiayou senior! (:
moooose even your foot agrees its 6.52pm! xD
aidi haha no choice mah, smth popped up at home o_O you can update me xD
yujia haha url?

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