being me is extremely tiring and fulfilling, but much more fulfilling than tiring (: lets see what i have to do hmm (eh bear with me a while kay!)
according to priority (oops xD)
#1 7 rgco pieces to prac hard hard hard and memo too! :D
#2 6 piano pieces to learn and polish up by next week
#3 history pt to finish alignments
#4 MEP pt zzz
#5 RS RS RS RS
#6 chinese pt ):
kay but then but then i finished stuff too! (:
#1 science proposal
#2 xiao shuo :D
#3 ridiculous maths worksheet
yayy. okay whatever! but this holiday so doesnt feel like a holiday except for june camp and prac! ahh well and jooonpok and i cant believe that sch's starting so soon. it just feels like a horribly long sleep and you suddenly jolt up and realise WOAH I HAVE LIKE TONS OF STUFF TO DO that kind of thing x/ bleh.
i really wanna congratulate you two for so easily obtaining a Permanent Head Damage with Honours in successfully always making me feel like the lousiest person on earth, or worse still, feel inhumane. OH WOW. just when i really need someone's encouragement and feel like im stuck in deep shit you put me even lower, thanks a million! you two don't know how hard it is to try to stay strong and let the storms all hit you at once and at the same time escape unscathed. im sure lah, as if i can do that. but never mind, i'll put you two and your nonsense at the back of my head for the time being.
i will concentrate on painting the most beautiful chapter of my life (: heck how fine or thick the paintbrush is, i must and will do my best and do it well (: for i really love everyone of you carbonmonoxiders (xD) i think my life is really like a train! there are so many dark tunnels along the way that make me scared and really nerved up but you guys are like those..burning candles that never go out somehow, and you dearest candles brighten up my days and light up my way (: i think paint is really interesting, you mix different colours together and you get a nice and most of the time unexpected beautiful end product (: and thats what makes every one of us special and really essential to make miracles happen (: i might not be making much sense now, but i hope someone really understands what im crapping about lah (:
rgco is all that im thinking of these days! but im not wishing for it to go out of my head though (: molou is stuck in my brain manzz, in my science proposal i was like: fruits like honeydews and waterlemons can be cut and served as deserts. OH WOW im so sure lah deserts -.- must be molou zai4 zuo4 guai4 tskk xP kay whatever! i will talk abt june camp prac! :D
many hours in june camp was meant for prac, after all we needed it really! and it was quite good cos wls came yayy and she taught us qizou for both days! but she made us all try playing the front part which was meant for dear jasselyn to solo xD i was like o__O okayy... but it was cool the way she taught us stuff, i need to improve my hui huas!! supposed to be like hua up then down right, mine shoots up and shoots down and i overshoot -.- eeeyer. but i'll make sure i get it soon! yay prac (: zoutai coming soon! chiong (: and i need to prac more changgongs, mine dont sound nice and smooth ): so my guangban sounds xS mannn im gonna make sure it sounds nicer by zoutai! must (: dian zhi hua yins! bleh i think my playing sounds damn nan ting. and my kuaiban must go prac slow omg im like zi4 yan2 zi4 yu3-ing -.-" okay whatever. haha during qizou wls made us sit in a semi circular shape thingy so i ended up poking shiyun countless times sorry! D:
bishhh still cant believe june camp's over D: but like what ahma said, its only half over cos the other half-memories stay in my heart forever and ever (:
credits to chewlin for this sweet picture (: